How It Goes

ya........fuck

Fri, 16 Jan 2004 20:43:18 GMT

whats up bitches,

hey its me ya i havent done this shit for a long ass time and so now i am...
ya so life is a bit of a bitch im mad depressed and i have no life,
i need lovin but thats not going to happen. ok so ya i need love so if you drive or can come visit me that would be hot i love visiters and not being alone.
so this will be like one of the last entrees for some time cuz im fucked at my house so they dont let me do much, oh and if you are reading this and you know mary her name is now psyco and ya so call her that and bitch if your reading this give me my shit back and my bros ass hole, fuck you.

ok peace,
rob

fuck it all

Thu, 18 Dec 2003 23:18:15 GMT

death is so close i can feel it threw my open window and i dont even care to close it to provent it from entering. help me to end this quick so i wont have to deal with your repeted name in my head and pull the trigger to help this go. thanks for the good times and thanks for the trueth and i hope you enjoy living in your lies and extended false hurts, ill be enjoying the other side of life 6 feet under 1000 miles in the air.

lifes a bitch and nothing has been going right. my life has totaly 100% fallen apart. i am living on fake happyness to try to keep me going. i cant get a job, my stepdad wants me out of the house, shit with mary, mary shit, and my head wont fucking shut the fuck up and i want to blow it clear off my body. i can only confide in one person, matt, he is the only person that knows what im going threw and is trying keep my stable and i owe him evrything for helping me threw this.i hope its all over soon in one way or another.

i hope everyone is doing good, ok or whatever. k. bye....................

YES!!

Tue, 02 Dec 2003 01:14:22 GMT

so ya i got a digital camera at least for now... mary let me barrow her old one its hot cuz i didnt even ask... so i ya i should have some pictures up sometime soon i just got to get the wires and shit to plug in...so ya its going to be hot.

i still dont have a job and the end of the week is neering so this really sucks ass... i applyed at the movies and they were just looking for a closing usher and thats at lik 2 in the morning and ya life doesnt happen at 2 in the morning for me unless its a weekend... and i need to go back to shop rite... someone might be getting fired from d&d so i might get the job there so hot ya...

i have no life im just trying to get a job and stay in my house... tell me if there are any good free shows coming up i want to go to a show bad... ok...

peace
rob

homeward bound

Wed, 26 Nov 2003 22:01:29 GMT

so yes i am home for the time being and im not sure how long i will be home though so if i can by any chance stay at your crib at any time pleas tell me thanx... my rents told me that i need to get a job with in two weeks or i am out of the house for good this time... so ya so im also looking for a job, if you know of any places that are highering or really need workers please please please tell me thanx...

so yes i am ok i think i need something new in my life a chage a relese im not sure of what but i need it... somethning doesnt feel right and i dont know what it is... help i need something new and hot, so ya that has been on my mind for some time now...

i hate my life i have no money in a wold that revolvs around money and new things and all that shit and shit ya... a job is going to suck ass i know it if its not the job i want or if its not any fun ya know... but i need money i need to pay peeps back and shit ya know what i meen the lady needs new shit so ya...

so ya
im out
peace

out

Thu, 20 Nov 2003 03:19:24 GMT

so i got kisked out of my house... i guess if alen were reading this he would say "welcome to the club!" so ya its no fun. im not going to be able to chill with my bro I LOVE YOU JON... but ya so good night and on a side not if anyone in the east hartford hood can give me a place to stay call my cell 680 2045
ok
peace

ya so ya

Sat, 15 Nov 2003 19:57:59 GMT

kisses are sweet and so are YOU, I love YOU and YOU love me thats the way its got to be.

yup

Tue, 11 Nov 2003 06:22:10 GMT

so ya...

everyone these days are putting super long entries and not me... i didnt put a poem in for yesterday im already slacking off and its only the 2nd day...i got a new icon, i love it so much. its so cheezy but so cute...

oh man are you all in for a surprise! all i am going to say is VERSASHA!!

we are going to rock the shit out of the cows!!

so im most likely getting a job at D&D with Matt, its going to rock im going to finally have $$$$ and ya!! KOOL!!!

ok i got nothing more to say

peace

GREAT IDEA!!!!!

Sun, 09 Nov 2003 22:17:45 GMT

i got an idea,
im going to try to put a poem in here daily, i say try because ya im not sure i can do one every day but im going to give it a shot...

half fist hands covering these holes in my head
im trying to hide, forget about it
but black heart you bleed with every pump prom this gun shot hole in my chest
hail mary as you spew this shit from your mouth
into my eye, distorting my view
stumbling, half ass taken foot steps hoping to fall
bust my scared face, fuck it up one more time to hide these , fearful tears, hurting tears

ok there be it...
peace

OFF

Fri, 07 Nov 2003 02:57:10 GMT

off with another guy, you say it was odd but im sure it was better then being with me. i know how your type work, a constant cycle of guys and lies and "i like" referring to anyone but me. it hurts, those words are your knife entering and exiting my heart, hahaha and you dont care not one bit its over and over and you dont care. shit on the open chest and get that infection in me that you need to plant somewhere, i was your next home for dwelling and destruction. well this is what you have made my life/hell. thank you! have a nice fucking day too! and no i cant wait to see you, see what you have instore for me this time... another lie and the knife and your never failing shit...fin

poems speak of feelings and thoughts thrown together in what ever way you please to make the words and thoughts come together and show something new and beautiful and awesome disaster...

music/lyrics hope... for understanding somewhere out there that someone will know of what you speak and will stand up front with out a suggestion and sing the words with you as you burst a bright light and know..."they feel it too" its a matter of musical life and being...

in the end if you have read this you will be lost i promise and if so then you dont know of what or how i speak and thats ok because i would be lost with you too... OH!! HEY GUESS WHAT....!

Wed, 05 Nov 2003 23:57:39 GMT

XxkillrecoverxX: i am a minstrel... which means that when the day cums that me and my people rule the world... we will kill all those who dont wish to obay! we will flod the world with blood! and the time will be known as THE MINSTREL PERIOD!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU MATT!!

KOOL
PEACE

HOT

Sat, 01 Nov 2003 20:01:38 GMT

well,

last night we had a great show, thanx to everyone that came out and supported us. we really wish others would have showed up but oh well.

hahahahaha!!! the quetion of the night last night was great...me: " i wounder whos brilliant idea it was for the waffle frie?"
kristen: " Mr. Waffle!"
me: " kristen you should be hit by a truck."
all: "HAHAHAHAHA!!!"
wow that was great... kristen is not the brightest girl i know. last night some niggers threw an egg at us when we were at the space, kristen for some reason thought it would be smart to try to start something with them, so we got bombarded with flying eggs... thanx kristen.

so chris is the man, he really rocked last night and made us look bad with his amazing guitar skills and great vocals, the people had to listen to our elementary guitar skills and cheap ass vocals...lol,ya.

we ya fun ok we got 3 more shows peeps, one tomorrow at the TKB we go on a 2 30 and then 2 next saterday, one in the after noon at the TKB again and then at night at the Space. so come to those and support us..

peace

PARTY!!!!!!!!!!

Thu, 30 Oct 2003 20:52:28 GMT

we had a party,

mary and i had a dying party!!lol...thats so gay... she dyed my hair balck and it is so hot. so i think i will have pictures soon, so ya keep an eye out for those.

still need to sell tickets and stuff... we got a ton left.

ok peace

its new and so am i

Thu, 30 Oct 2003 02:39:21 GMT

its all new,
dialogue has added a new sounds to a few of our new songs and some effects to our old ones. keep coming to the shows to here us get better and have a good time.

so i figured out what im going to be doing with my hair.its nothing big yet but im going to be dying to black. i still need something to de with it like a cut and stuff. so ideas are all still welcome.

so the other night i went and saw this band that i fell in love with as soon as they hit the stage with their first song... *THE ROCKET SUMMER* im working on becoming like a hard core fan... lol j/k... they are really really good though. so ya. if anyone likes/loves them tell me so and tell your friends that like them to add me and talk to me and ya.

so we still have tickets to sell, so buy some.

peace

life is an interesting test of life and how to go threw life and how to live life and not die lonely

Mon, 27 Oct 2003 21:03:16 GMT

so yes,
dialogue has a show this friday halloween night and we really would like for people to come, or just buy tickets even if your not going to come so ya we can sell them all so we dont have to pay for them our selves.

hey to all the people that read my L.J. give your friends that might want to read this shit and/or talk to me my L.J. thing ya tell them to add me i want new friends and stuff. kool

wow ya thats it im out of things to say
peace

what a day

Sun, 26 Oct 2003 05:12:12 GMT

kool,
today was fun. donna and i drove around all day and went to random places, and then at like 7 we craped and got kristen at work and then went to see some shows at the Hawks Nest. this band First Aid Kit came on they were fuckin great. they are like GlassJaw meets Cursive, fun fun kinda chill music in a way but at the same time if you want to move you can totaly do that. but we went so donna and kristen could see this awful band Aganst Me they couldnt have sucked any more, can we say POP PUNK! i was so glad when it was over. so ya for some good music if you want to know what im talking about go to www.mp3.com and search for Frist Aid Kit and they are from CT, so support your local bands.

i have decided that i would like drums in the band so ya.

im still looking for ideas and/or someone to do something to my hair, i need a change.

so we are not playing a show today sunday that is, but we got another show at the Space on the 8th? i think its a saterday its a fundraiser for a handicap ramp for the Space so impaired peeps can come here us...lol...or leave as fast as they can. we go on at 7:30 we are first, so come represent.
ok
peace

Sat, 25 Oct 2003 15:04:01 GMT

new icon

hot

my brother made it

hes hot and single

you should touch his dirty part

he likes it

ok bye lady

sucks ass

Sat, 25 Oct 2003 14:43:51 GMT

wow that sucked,
the show last night really sucked ass, we sucked so much i forgot words and there was like no one there. i hope that the next show we have there will be better. its on the 8th of next month. at the Space again.

so ya. still looking for a way to change my hair if anyone wants to come over and do something to it that would look hot as hell give me a call and come on over i got stuff ot cut hair. i want to dye it too so i would need to go out and get stuff for that.i was thinking dying it black with blond highlights or the front with blond highlights, i dont know.

ok so ya. if you dont want to send the pictures to donna send them to my email and ill give them to her.

so ya thats all i have to say so ya peace

PICTURES

Thu, 23 Oct 2003 21:56:46 GMT

HEY THERE FOLKS

WE NEED NEW PICTURES

FOR THE SITE

SO IF ANYONE HAS ANY PICTURES

OF DIALOGUE AT SHOWS OR ANYWHERE

CATCH DONNA ON AOLIM

HER S.N. IS

MANIFESTEAU LADY

TELL HER THEY ARE FOR THE SITE

OK PEEPS

THANX

it takes 10 to 20 seconds for the infectiong to set in...

Thu, 23 Oct 2003 21:37:16 GMT

so ya i got 28 days later the other day, it is the greatest movie that i have seen in a long time.ya shit ass computer i tried to update the other day and it was being a bitch and closed on me every time, so this is all a few days late.

wow so a kick in the balls we got 2 shows this weekend...AAAAAAAAAAAAA!! i want to get payed for a show for gods sake im so broke and pissed,i need money.so im also trying to get a job but it doesnt look like any place is highering and that is shit for me,ince again if anyone sees that any place is heiring that they could see me working at tell me please,please,please.

OH!! on the 28th of this month The Strokes put out there new album and i want it so bad so if anyone wants to pitch in and give me so money so i can get it that would rock and i would love you forever.

i need a change, i need to do something to my hair or something, something big so i can look different i need a big change. i dont know what i should do, any ideas tell me.

so Dialogue has 3 songs in the works, if you come to the show friday you will get to be one of the first peoples to hear the new hot ass song and stuff. so ya world premier type thing except not.

peace to the niggas i wish i wasnt
rob is me

days before death

Mon, 20 Oct 2003 03:28:33 GMT

damn,
fucked up, is all i got to say. i watched KIDS... damn i never want to have sex again it is so wrong and damn i wanted to go cut my wang off or something not like that... ya so i suggest everyone goes and sees it, well buy it because ya i said so.

2 more days till 28 DAYS LATER comes out on dvd, so if anyone wants to give me some $$ i would truly appreciate it because im broke and i really would love to own it...

also on tuesday it is the season finally of NIP/TUCK so i will have my tuesdays free for bout 4 months till THE SHIELD starts up... so if any ladys want to fuck... and by ladys i mean Matt and Mimi... give me a call and we can work things out...hahaha

ok so on that disturbing note i will go...

COOTER POP

yup un huh

Sun, 19 Oct 2003 05:01:11 GMT

ya so ya,
today we had our "house show" hahaha it was a garage show and it was cold as all hell out. so im playing all the cords and they sound beautiful, thats right and you know why, its because i couldnt feel my fingers so i could hold down as hard as i wanted and it wouldnt hurt a bit, im not say it usually hurts ya but ok...so the show went pretty good,they guys from the band that went on after us were really cool and they were fuckin great, we are goin to try to get a show together with them, i think it would be hot for Dialogue, those guys( i forgot the name of their band), and Chris M to all get one show together it would be hot and stuff. ya so...we still need to sell tickets we have like 20 left and we need to sell them all, so if you are coming, or even if your not coming tell a friend or 5, the more tickets we sell the more we get heard and thats just cool. its cool to see our only #1 fan at all of our shows *AMBER* lol shes the bomb she has never missed a show and she sings along and thats just awesome and stuff. it would be great to have a ton of AMBER like fans out there but i dont want to get to far ahead of my self now...

hey so ya im broke so if anyone has any $$ throw some if it this way because ya im poor...

im looking for a job if anyone knows of any place that have openings tell me because im tired of being broke and stuff.

ok ya, so we are working on a full length album im not sure if there is an actual set number of songs we need to have it considered full length but im shooting for about 11 to 12 songs which should be good... we really want shirts too so if anyone knows how we can make some hot lookin shirts tell me... we also want to make pins so if anyone has a pin maker tell me so i can start on that... we are moving so fast its all coming im a fist full, its awsome... so ya if anyone can or is willing to we would really appreciate some help on the merch and stuff...

ok ya so listen to Copeland they are not just a band they are a way of life and stuff!

shows and broken hearts

Wed, 15 Oct 2003 21:43:35 GMT

hey all...
ya so in case you dont know and anyone is actually reading this shit Dialogeu has got three shows this month. the first show is this Saterday in middle town its a house show at some kids house thats why its called a house show, if you want to come and represent the Dialogue gangstas email matt or i for directions and we will try to get those to you as soon as possible. the next show is next friday at The Space in Hamden, we go on at 4 30 and ya so if you want to go to that one (email), and the last show for this month is once again at the Webster Underground this time we are headlining the show, we would really like it if all you Dialogue fans out there to come, we have like 30 tickets to sell at $10 each and would love for you to call or email use for that, the show starts at 6. on a side note that is Halloween night so if you want to come dressed up that would be hot... ok kool.

we are writing some new stuff so stay tuned to your local live journal and word of mouth for when we might be playing these hot new tunes. also we love constructive criticism on things that we could do to hot up the music it helps our musical creativity flow like diarrhea.
peace im out
rob

so ya....and stuff

Thu, 09 Oct 2003 00:14:20 GMT

so ya. i dont know how many people out there have ever been a relationship like mine right now, but it is so amazing. mary and i have only been together for about 3 weeks and it feels like its been a year or so, it is the most amazing thing ever. we have been through a ton of the same things through out our lives and that makes us so much more closer. i promised myself after my last close relationship that i was going to stay single for a long time, i was just so fed up with being hurt and loss that i just did want to have to worry about it any more, so i was going to stay single for a while, but then i was talking mary about everything that had happened with all the relationship bullshit and she was completely underdstanding and also shared with me that she had gone through almost all the same things. we were both at the same point, we didnt want to have to deal with hurt anymore and we were ready for freedom some down time. but then this really odd thing happened, one night on line mary just said " i like you", it was like she read my mind i was falling for her and i thought she didnt like me, she put off this vibe to me that she didnt want a thing to do with me and so i didnt bother making and effort to get to know her untill we started to talk on line, next thing i know she tells me she likes me. that saterday was the deck show with Steal Train (which was hot) the whole show we talked and got closer it was so fast but didnt seem it at all, on the way home i told her that i could totaly see us going some where together ( so we went to the diner, haha) and she said me too...awwwww. we talked more and then that night it was disided upon that we "go out". so we did so. im so happy we have a few bumps every once in a while because of past realationships but we are working on it and its all good. i never belived in love at first sight and still dont, but fast love is a different story, its taken me months before i told the first girl i loved her, i never say it unless i meen it, and do i ever meen it when i say it to her. our relationship comes as a shock to a lot of our freinds and people we know, some dont like it, some think its cute, some dont know what to think, but i really dont care what anyone thinks im so happy i met her and im even more happy that im with her this is the best thing thats ever happened to me. i love you babe.

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!

Tue, 07 Oct 2003 01:48:28 GMT

wow its october 6th and now i'm 18, i'm now legal to buy porn, cigaretts and vote. not much better but hey.i had my b-day party saterday it was cool, a bunch of peeps showed up which was great. thanks to everyone who came and thanks for the gifts and just being there to help me celebrate my 18th b-day.

now to other matters...matt and i got are trying to get a ton of gigs and we really want to play more shows. we got a gig coming up on the 18th, its a house show it should be hot. ill have more info on it soon.

we played a show at the webster last weekend and got it recorded so we have our first LIVE cd. we have a freind working on the demo and the live cd, cleaning them up and all, so keep in touch if you are going to want an improved D.F.A.F cd.

a freind from school (Kurt) went to his girlfreinds college with our demo and dropped it off at the college raido station for this contest. the contest was to get your demo sent to a few of the major recored labels. we were so close we came in 3rd. i want to thank all the people that kept calling and want to here us... Thanks!

so ya ok im 18 and shit i guess i got to work on acting more like it... lol.. ok i got to go work that... peace

Rob

HUMMMM AHHHHH

Sun, 28 Sep 2003 06:04:03 GMT

Ya so the day got a whole lot better n stuff. It got better as soon as i say my babe....and my voice kicked back in. So we didn't sell all the tickets but it was all good they just wanted $150 and we had that so we were good. We went on and stunk the place up.... we messed up so many times its not even funny.... we got the whole thing recorded for only $10 (thanks for the BLING BLING Mary) and Matt said it came out great.... so if anyone wants a hot ass copy of our live show get a hold of Matt or I. Cool ok I'm out...
God Bless
Rob